I really wish I didn't have to watch him do this.
Just the thought of it, makes me feel useless, I don't know what I can do to make it better...
Feeling so much like a burden now.

Sudden realisation that 6 months have passed, so much has changed, all because of one inconsiderate bastard who needs to fuck off from earth now. I will never forgive you for the damage you did to us even if you were a friend in the past, and I will never sympathise with you no matter what happens to you. Karma will get you one day.

There are just so many secrets I've been keeping, I think I can't keep them anymore, so just gotta let them out when I feel like it.

Goodnight x